
I can't believe I am already 23 weeks. This pregnancy is flying by. It's crazy I felt like I just found out I was pregnant last week or something. I am definitely looking pregnant. My belly is way out there already. I'm carrying the baby all out in front which is good, but it's putting pressure on my back which isn't so fun and may only get worse. It wouldn't be so bad if I didn't have to sit at a computer all day. I find myself having to do a few laps around the office every few hours so I feel better.
Baby is moving like crazy...Jeremiah can now consistently feel him move...the baby enjoys somersaulting, head banging, and karate chopping from what we can tell. He is especially active when we are watching Heroes, well at least during the episode we were watching late last night. It's the weirdest, coolest feeling. Once you realize something is in there you then start to realize that "that something" is going to have to come out at some point which is a whole new topic.
We still have lots to do like write up our birth plan, take our classes, decorate the nursery, and mentally prepare ourselves for the bundle of joy on the way that comes with no user manual, and there are no returns or exchanges. We registered the other day which was very funny...talk about the blind leading the blind. We must have stared at different types of bottles for 30 minutes. There are way too many options. It basically went like this "What about this?" (Amber), "Sure" (Jeremiah). "What's this for?" (Amber) "Not sure, but we should probably add it to the registry" (Jeremiah). We really had no clue, it was AWESOME! I guess that's what it is all about.
I was reading about epidurals the other day and had this strange idea in my head that I could possibly attempt child birth without one. I was thinking who do I need to prove my guts to? No one. If anything it's the overly competitive part of myself that thinks everything is a contest even though I'm the only one competing an no one is watching. I honestly have been through enough physical pain and suffering in my earlier years and there is no reason I should attempt to have this baby the hard way. Now for those women who had their babies all natural...more power to you...that's awesome! You ladies are brave. If I so happen to have this baby without one, I can join your ranks...but at this point pass me the epidural.
So I constantly have this twinging on the right side of my rib cage like pulling or stretching...it's so uncomfortable. I think it's from my belly stretching. My belly is seeming to amaze me everyday. My belly button is almost non-existent and I can see inside of it which is almost flush with the rest of my belly. Crazy! I have a lovely belly button piercing scar too! If I could take back getting that pierced I would done it in a heartbeat. Oh the things we do when we we thought there were no consequences.
Cravings/Aversions: I am craving ice from Sonic all the time. Relax EVERYONE! I'm not anemic, just craving ice. Everyone I tell that I'm craving ice just about freaks out. I cleared it with my OBGYN and I'm doing just fine. I appreciate all the concern but I'm doing good. I'm also craving fruit popsicles! Mmmmmmm! I think I'm just craving ice and popsicles because it's soooooooo hot and I'm carrying around an extra 15 pounds. Chicken is still an okay item but I can't be the one preparing it or I won't eat it. I want fish bad, but I'm not supposed to have any of the kinds I want because they are so high in mercury. Another item that sounds amazing is powdered sugar donuts...but they make me sick...so I guess that's a good thing I don't eat them otherwise I might be gaining a lot of weight. Oh one more thing, not like I normally eat a lot of pork, but now that I'm pregnant the thought of pork makes me want to throw up.
The next Dr. Appointment is on August 12th. Just a check up on the baby, nothing fancy. At the end of September we see the specialist again for another HD ultrasound to double check that the baby still doesn't have any physical markers for Down's Syndrome. So far so good. We are praying he will be perfectly healthy. We declined having an amniocentesis because of the risk of miscarriage. We figure we are having this baby either way so why jeopardize the pregnancy. According to the specialist our chances of having a baby with Down's Syndrome is 1 in 82. I know these people are professionals, but I don't believe it. I believe he will be just perfect.